That feeling is so pain~

Pain until i can't cry it out~

I believe if i can cry it out, i won't be so pain like now~

I am wondering, am i did a big mistake?

Now, i get the answer~I did it~

After i did all this stupid mistake, i told to my close friend, their answer told me i did a big mistake~

And there is no one support me or comfort me~

Sometimes, i am thinking if i just keep quiet when i face problem, how would all thing happen?

From the mistake, i know that my two besta sister no longer is my besta sister anymore..

I can't put the blame on them, because this is what i deserve it...

I am the one who make this changes~

If i did not did any changes or something hurt them, this will not happen...

I really hope i can get back my friendship~

i see everyone around was so happy and hanging aroundwith their close friend but i am alone~

Yeah, i got a lot of friend, but there is no more close friend for me~

There is still one more close friend around me but i know he will leave me soon~

When he get the new relationship, he will leave me for sure~

I start prepare for this happen~

I am wondering, can i start a new relationship now?

I think i really don't know how to love someone already~

my pain was so deep...

I just realize my pain will be so deep~

Deep until i couldn't express it out through words or sentences~

I hpe i will let time bring all my those pain away~